Never Again

Well, it's over. My relationship is over. To be honest, I've never felt so much better about myself. The torment and struggle that I have felt in the last week has caused a lot of mental pain that I could've done without. It's a shame when you feel so strong about someone, only for them to throw it back at you, or to act in that certain manner. I honestly couldn't care less anymore. I'm a free person now, and it feels like bliss. I can go back to being me, without a constant struggle to find an equalibrium between feeling like I'm in a battle with my emotions and trying to get things off my mind. Trying to seperate fact from fiction.

Well, what I though was fact was fiction, dispite covering it up, kidding myself that everything was going to be okay, that everything's fine. Now I can actually take a breath of fresh air. I can actually focus on what matters. All I care about now is getting into collage and the ones who are closest to me, because I know they'll always be there, no matter what happens. I have things to look forward to now. I can go out and not let drink cause me mental upsets, and I can talk with clarity, as well as think with clarity as well. Life just rolls on, and I can't wait.

Well, I love you so much, but do me a favour baby, don't reply, because I can dish it out, but I can't take it.